Wishupondestarz

Unpredictable~

2012-02-11T21:40:00.001+08:00

Life unpredictable...
Sometimes things just happened when you least unexpected.
Someone in my life was suspected with the possibility of cervical cancer. It's a shock and hard to imagine that it reali happened.
Although its stil in curable stage. It's stil makes pple scared. Keep thinking will this happen to me? Some things are just hard to say.
So live your life the fullest so that there will be no regret one day.

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ADHD - Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder~

2011-08-21T15:11:00.005+08:00

ADHD - Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder.
Inattention, hypeactivity, and impulsivity are the key behaviors of ADHD...
Which I suspect is ocurring in Garren.
Although it's is not very serious on him but it's better to control than to let loose.

Children with ADHD may be:

Inattentive, but not hyperactive or implusive.
Hyperactive and implusive, but able to pay attention.
Inattentive, hyperactive and implusive. (Most common form of ADHD)

There are 3 types of ADHD identified:

1. ADHD, Combined type - Individual displays both inattentive and hypeactive/implusive symptoms.

2. ADHD, Predominantly Inattentive Type - Symptoms are primarily related to inattention. Individual does not display significant hyperactive/implusive behaviours.

3. ADHD, Predominantly Hyperactive-Implusive Type - Symptoms are primarily related to hyperactivity and implusivity. Individual does n, ot display significant attention problems.

It's not that children with ADHD can't pay attention, when they are into something they are very interested, they have no problem to focus and staying on the tasks. But they tend to get bored if the tasks is repetitive or boring. They also can't concentrate if they are things going around them. They need a quiet and calm environment in order to stay focus.

Symptoms Of Inattentive In Children

Doesn't pay attention in classes or to details
Makes careless mistakes
Has problem staying focus and is easily distracted
Appears not listening when spoken to
Has difficulty remembering things and following instructions
Has trouble staying organised, planning ahead and finishing projects
Get bored with a task before it's completed
Frequently loses or misplaces homework, books, toys or other items

While many children are naturally quite active, kids with hyperactive symptoms of ADHD are always moving. Even when forced to sit still which can be diffcult for them, their foot taps, legs shaking, or finger drumming.

Symptoms Of Hyperactivity in Children

Constantly fidgets and squirms
Often leaves his or her seat in situations where sitting is expected
Moves around constantly, often runs or climbs inappropriately
Talks excessively
Has difficult playing quietly or relaxing
Is always "on the go" as if driven by motor
May have a quick temper or a "short fuse"

Children with implusive symptoms of ADHD have problem with their self-control. They tend get moody and to overreact emotionally.

Symptoms Of Implusivity In Children

Acts without thinking
Blurts out answer in class without waiting to be called or hear the whole question
Can't wait for his or her turn in line or in games
Say the wrong thing at the wrong time
Often interrupts others
Intrudes on other people's conversations or games
Inability to keep powerful emotions in check, resulting in anger outbursts or temper tantrums
Guesses, rather than taking time to solve a problem

There are also positive sides for children with ADHD.

Creativity - Children with ADHD are marvelously creative and imaginative. The child who daydreams and has ten different thoughts at once can become a master problem-solver, a fountain of ideas, or an inventive artist. Children with ADHD may be distracted but sometimes they notice what others don't see.
Flexibility - Because children with ADHD consider a lot of options at once, they don't beome set on one alternative early on and more open to different ideas.
Enthusiasm and spotaneity - Children with ADHD are rarely boring! They're interested in a lot of different things and have a lively personalities. In short, if they're not exasperating you (and sometimes even when they are), they're a lot of fun to be with.
Energy and drive - When kids with ADHD are motivated, they work or play hard and strived to succeed. It actually may be difficult to distract them from a task that interests them, especially if the activity is interactive or hands-on.

Jayden~

2011-05-20T22:56:00.001+08:00

The kitten of our family~

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38 Garthering~

2011-05-18T08:56:00.001+08:00

A night out to chill~

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Location:Illuzion Pub

My pinky iPhone 4~

2011-05-14T12:47:00.001+08:00

My birthday gift from B...

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Officially a SAHM~

2011-03-06T09:20:00.001+08:00

Okok, now I'm not working anymore.
Basically it's really very tiring to handle both family and work at the same time.
As kids grow older, the more things I need to take in more serious consideration and attention.
Garren is primary one and I really should expected primary one homework are not simple anymore. As for belle, more worse. Almost everyday got every subjects homework.
Studentcare was a stupid centre.
Never heard before that school home work are least important than Studentcare. How can they expect they to come home do when by the time they reach home already 7pm?
After alot of consideration, decided is best to look after myself.
Lucky B found a nice job, although oso a tough job. But of cos is better than previous.
Although staying at home was never my first choice, I stil need to opt for tis. My body was really deteriorating from working n looking after family at the same time. Jayden n bernissa is goin to primary one next yr too. I decided to wait til at least jayden is in primary 3 before joining back to 8 to 5 job...

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2010-12-15T23:20:00.001+08:00

Life is really a funny things.
Some people are dying to just have a baby , so people aborted baby like pouring away a cup of coffee, while some give birth like is just drinking a cup of tea.

Being a mother at the age of 18 till now 28, makes me realized that it's really not that simple to form and complete a family.

Maybe I'm too sadist or my life are just so sucked.
But the biggest mistake I ever made in my life is never make my wish come true.
I never even fulfill it.
Cos I got pregnant.

That is when all my wishes had disappeared in my life.

Many people say, hey, just go for it now.
Easy to say.
With all the responsibilities to kids and family, I can't.

Stupidity had pulled my life down.
I love my kids, but just lost in my directions in life.

Remembered I was once full of ambitions and dreams..
Now all really is just a dream....

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Safe~

2010-12-10T20:49:00.001+08:00

Almost scared to death... -.-

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Cute Jayden~

2010-12-03T19:22:00.001+08:00

Wahaha...

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Cute mascara~

2010-12-01T17:23:00.001+08:00

Isn't this cute?
Hello kitty mascara by Maybelline!
Yesterday saw it at Watson and bought it immediately!! Haha...

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Swimming~

2010-11-28T11:25:00.001+08:00

Swimming lesson today..
Having break after lesson.

Jayden's new swimsuit!!

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Tattoo removal result~

2010-11-28T10:39:00.001+08:00

My 4th tattoo result.
Still quite visible. I still left one more treatment.
Don't think after 5th treatment will completely disappear. The main reason, I believe, is become when I got it tattooed, the tattooist tattoo too deep.
So if needed, I will still continue to go for the treatment till it's completely disappear.
Or at least not so visible...

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Garren graduation~

2010-11-21T15:18:00.001+08:00

Garren is going to primary one!!
So tiring, yesterday just went for Pri one orientation for Garren at Belle's school.
After that stil need to rush home, fetch kids and went to mum's pl as I have class.
Today totally so tired that we miss the swimming lesson in the morning.
Bought 1 uniform for Garren as I will get 2 sets from school so never bought so many.
Haven't buy the textbooks yet.
As I'm getting financial scheme from MOE, I'm getting free textbooks for both of them.
Save me alot of money.
Next month onward Garren will be goin for tuition class with belle at miss Nav there..
I can't imagine when the time where I have to cover the textbooks for both of them... Oh my, really will tired me out.
Just cover for belle oreadi use up 1 whole day...
Garren got into Amethyst, same as Belle when she first got into Pri 1. It was second best class for the school.
Hope he can maintain in that class for the next few yrs.. Haha..

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Tired~

2010-10-30T19:06:00.001+08:00

Today went for my Office 2007 class. It's was very simple to understand. Luckily I'm working and using 2007. So it wasn't that hard for me.
I just wanted to get the certificate for this course. Basically I know most of excel and word but not PowerPoint and access.
Most of all, I want my accounting cert. That's the most important thing I'm focusing now...
Focus, focus!!!
Now I have requested to my boss to convert to permanent staff.
So much things to do! Save save save, spent spent spent... Hope that by the time I'm 40, I can all the things I want to do done.

加油！加油！我行的！

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Tired~

2010-10-14T21:50:00.001+08:00

So tired today...
Cos was watching hong kong drama this few nights.
公主嫁到.
So funny this drama.
Will be very busy from next week onwards.
Study, Belle's exam...
I got myself a new cam.
B got it for me cos he know I always wanted a pink cam.
My old cam was with my mum and after she finish using, will keep it for my kids to use when they got school outing.
Wanted to change job.
Cos this job really sucks.
But of cos not now.. Need to plan carefully.
Remember I got dreams when I was young.
Now I hope I can achieve it...
Haha...

Fustration~

2010-09-30T21:40:00.004+08:00

I'm alone? I'm lonely?
I feel so empty.
Why?
I can't a reason at all and yet those feeling just won't go away.
Why?
I still can't understand.
Depression?
Is it?
I'm not too sure but at the least I don't feel like ending my life.
Stress?
Maybe, hardly anything goes smoothly as I wanted.
Fatigue?
Definitely. Who wouldn't if they have to work and look after kids and house all the time.
Sometime I really feel like screaming loudly "Leave me alone!!"
But again, I can't.
I can only swallow all my anger, fustration and emotion into my stomach.
I hate to admit but I am really a stupid person.
A stupid bitch.
Only know to find trouble for myself.
Failure bitch.
Can't achieve anything at all.
Lonely bitch.
Why are all of you staying so far from me?
Can I kill myself?
Nahh...
That's the stupid thing a human being will do and I'm not that stupid.
So what should I do?
"RELAX" are getting further and further away from me.
I can't see "FREEDOM" anymore.
Surrounding me are "MONEY", "PRESSURE", "TEMPER", IMPATIENT","EDUCATION" only.
ARGHH...
Why? Why? Why?
Why are there so many "WHY"?
Are there really God?
If there is then it must be a blind God.
Can't even understand why he created human being for.

pay increase~

2010-09-29T22:24:00.002+08:00

I discussed with my boss yesterday.
Told him I want to convert to permenant staff cos all the workload was increasing and my pay was little like ants.
If he don't agree, I will quit and be shao nai nai at home.
Hahaha...
No la, I will find a new job of cos.

funny~

2010-09-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

Human beings are funny creatures.
It's hard to understand what one is thinking. sometime it's also hard to understand what own self is thinking.
I really hates growing up.
The more older I get the more I hate.
The problem adults face are really very tiring. So tiring.
Sometimes I really don't know how to make decisions.
No matter what decision I made, I never felt satisfied.
Kids, work, relationships, family...
I hate my character. Maybe it's because I'm a weakling.
I can't handle my life well...
I can't handle anything well at all.
Damn...
I wished there is someone to guide me... all the way till I die cos I hate thinking..
Thinking makes me headaches...
Kids makes me headaches...
Work makes me headaches...
Everything makes me headaches.
I really really wish there is thing like time machine or what.
I want to go back to 10 years ago.
Where I was still 18 years old.
So that I can made the right choice.
But of cos that is impossible.
I can only think... wish... that's all.
I love my kids... just hated my life.

weekend again~

2010-07-31T17:41:00.002+08:00

I am now at Bukit Batok Swimming complex.
I am so given up on these kiddos. Can play with water from 2pm+ till now.
Don't they feel tired?
Well, at the least I got my peace and quiet and guess what...
Today weather is sooooo good~!!
So warm and windy...
I am relaxing now, surfing net while waiting for them.
Going to let them play till 6pm.
Actually wanted to leave early cos was planning to go find mum after swimming.
But mum called and say change to tomorrow. Since my bro just reach home from reservice.
Back to morning topic.
Being women is really very tough. Especially a from a poor family.
There are so much suffering that we can't say out...
Can only swallow back into our stomach.
I realized no matter how many times we tried,
we always ended up into the same path...
Same situation... only different people.
Please don't think I'm having a good life now.
And I began to understand no one is really having a good life now out there.
People only show the good side of their life, never the bad side.
Including myself.
Think today is the most relaxing day eversince this year started.
Glad that they are enjoying themselves.
Cos of them, I sacrifice alot.
My time, my youth, my saving, my career... and my life.
That is why mums are always the best.
Dads are just a minor character in life, especially when they thou they are being responsible already just by giving money.
They are nothing if mums are from a rich family... Hahaha...

Happiness~

2010-07-31T09:49:00.001+08:00

Yesterday chat with one of my oldest fren.
I haven't being in touch with her for a long time.
After chatting with her, makes me realized actually alot of my friends are not really happy after marriage.
Makes me realized that out of 100%, 80% of my friends are not happy from the 1st few yrs onward.
So, are there really none of them really happily married? Hmm...
Not that I can think of..
I come to a term tat men that are suitable as a boyfriend are not suitable as husband and vice versa.
A romantic boyfriend are hard to become a responsible husband.
That's why I always told belle, study hard and earn money yourself when she grow up, if not, find a rich guy and marry. At the least when divorce still can split his money.
Some people will say, how can I teach her like that?
Come on, be realistic.
There are no prince charming in a white horse kind of stupid story.
I would have appreciated if my mum taught me this way.

Bitches~

2010-06-17T08:11:00.001+08:00

Some pple in facebook are really bitches.
Hellooo. My facebook is my account.
Being a nuisance still want to yaya...
WTF...
Want to sell go shop sell la.
Damn bad services. even I want to buy also won't buy from them.
Tsk tsk...
That is why I don't like unknown pple in my fb.
All kind of stupid thing also can happen.

MIA~

2010-06-03T11:26:00.001+08:00

Ok, I tink I have gone missing for quite some time..
Reali very busy with work and kids.
Mostly Is the kids. The older they get the more they are like monkeys...
Sooo noisy...
I reali tink 2010 is a bad year for our family cos alots of bad things keep happening.
Especially to my dad.
Never had I seen him so unlucky like now...
Work oso a headaches...
Just now heard a bad new about a friend which haven't confirm true or not, but of cos hope everything will be fine for her...
Tink I'll stop for now cos I'm still half way working. Lol...

life~

2010-05-09T00:11:00.003+08:00

Franking speaking, I hate living in singapore.
Don't understand just why I can't have a better life..
Don't I deserve it?
Yes, I have a havoc past.
I ran away from home.
I took drugs.
I work as KTV girl.
So what?
At the least I changed for my kids' sake.
All I asked for is some time for myself to relax.
Not everyday but at the least once a week?
I am a person who demand the best for myself.
I'm selfish sometime.
Petty sometime.
But I am loyal.
I stick to a man who treat me like shit and it took me 6 yrs to understand he is a pile of waste shit.
This I can only blame myself.
I know I demand too much from B.
But this is what I am.
Cos I am stubborn.
Is it too much I ask for?
But I was being spoilt by B.
He have given me some things I had wanted.
Tattoo removal, PSP, laptop.
And I still want more.
Isn't this the nature of a women?
To keep asking and asking?
Cos women are born to be pamper.
I lost my mum since I was 13.
This really gave me an impact in my life and sometime I will think this a better for my parent, for us.
Why?
Cos my parents often quarrelled.
Might as well divorce.
I want people to envy me.
Instead of I envy people.
Like I say, I'm selfish.
I am picky.
I choose friends.
That's why I got only 3,4 true friends and I only contact with them, told them my darkest secrets.
Maybe I was the only girl at home and I don't talk to my mum like my friends.
That's is the reason why I'm trying to be friends with my kids instead of being mother.
Hoping they can find me to discuss anything and everything.
This is something "some" people don't understand.
But sometimes I really feel very tired...
Really very very tired...
Bad thoughts came across my mind sometimes and often after venting out, I locked it up in my heart, don't want to remember it.
Regretting is something that makes life damn miserable.
If can, really don't want to look back.
But how????
Brain wash???
Is there really such thing???
I really hope there is....

Perfect~

2010-05-07T01:04:00.001+08:00

Sometime I wonder what really is perfect life...
What really make one person's life perfect?
Money? love? Family?

Stupid~

2010-05-04T16:52:00.003+08:00

Yst was the stupidest day~
Princess almost went missing... at home...
Why?
Cos my dear Belle put her inside the cupboard and forgotten abt her.
Everyone thou she ran out of the gate...
She was kept inside the cupboard for 11 hrs!
Poor Princess....
Luckily I heard the small scratching sound comin out from the cupboard, if not, I dont know how long she was going to be in there....
Today was Garren's birthday.
Bought him a new scooter cos his old one was stolen.
Also bought a new shirt for my dad as yst was his birthday.
Actually was planning to buy a cake yst but because of the false alarm of missing Princess, I rush back from work to go search for her...
So the cake was bought today for Garren only.
I packed goodies bags for Garren to bring to school. Packed until midnight 230am. God, I was so tired. 60 packets wor!!!
Today went for tattoo removal too.
This is the 3rd time.
Will upload the pics after the wounds are recover.
Hopefully it will all be gone after my last session.
Wanted to buy clothes for myself but I very picky, always couldn't find anything I like.
For more pics...
Go to my FB..
Bye~

Lazy or tired~

2010-04-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

Today didn't go to work.
I took a medical leave.
I was too tired to go work, or more truly, I didn't want to go work.
It's really tiring.
Even picking up phone still need to keep running to other table to answer.
Need to do admin, account and worse, warehouse.
Carry this carry that, run up and down to pass things or collect things.
Everyday after work was so tired and still got to walk a long way to bus stop and took bus then transfer to MRT.
Reach home still need to fetch kids, bathe them, made them go bed.
I felt I don't even have enough time for myself.
I haven't gone for shopping ever since CNY.
So today, I went to West Mall with Belle.
Planned to buy something for myself, ended up I buy kids' things only.
Went to Harvey Norman to see digital camera.
Wanted to buy a new one, and yet don't feel like wasting the money.
Haiz.
For these kids, I really felt I sacrifice alot.
Who's fault? Mine...
Anyway, I still think it's not too late.
At the least now I still can get most of the things I wanted.
Thanks to B.
But of cos there are pros and cons.
Relationship talks about give and take.
Open one eye, close one eye.
But of cos don't took for granted.
Nothing in this world really will last long.
Unless I'm the one born with silver spoon in my mouth.
But I'm not.
Alot of my frens thought the same way as I do.
Cos we all are in the same boat.
Just different situation.
I wouldn't hope my kids will be like me in the future.
I told my daughter if she want to marry, find a rich guy, or she just study hard and earn more herself.
This is life.
Be realistic, no such things as fairytale.

Monday Blues~

2010-04-05T01:48:00.002+08:00

I hate Mondays~ Cuz it's the first day of the week and the first day to start work after weekends...
I don't hate my job, just hated that I can't surf net as I wish...
My bro told me that in western area, they even had afternoon nap time for their employees... wonder is it true?
Why not in singapore?
I always fall asleep after lunch, wahahaha~

Birthday coming~ Older one year again~ Zzzz....
I realized that I have not play enough... but of cos, I know I can't make much choice now.
Well, at the least, let me enjoy once a while... Woohoo~
This year planned to celebrate with my gang of Sista~!
GOin to lunar? Hmm.. Atlantis? Eew..
Plan on Shanghai Dolly but Feng told me Arena or Abina or whatever they called it, I dunno, is not bad~
Told B and he said, 'anything, plan yourself where you want to go lor.' =.=

Never book my appt for 2nd April as I wish.
Cos kids was sick last Monday and I took a day off.
Didn't dare to take this week.
Have to change to next week bah.
Bro's came back from China last Thursday.
Then tomorrow are going back... *sad*
Coming Friday younger one coming back. The fierce one. Hahaha..
My younger bro is a tiger, bad temper and straight forward.
So all of us are afraid to step on his tiger's tail.
But I was excited to see him back too... last saw them after CNY... Kinda lonely and sad without them around...

I'm sure I wont wake up tomorrow...
Now is already 2 am in the morning and I still here blogging and playing FB.. Sian La~

I HATE MONDAY~

marriage grave~

2010-03-27T16:57:00.002+08:00

The most irresponsible men are which kind?
wife beater? Drinker? Womanizer? Gambler?
I seen so many guys of these type.
i hate all tis kind of men.
My father was a gambler and drinker in the past. My parents always quarrelled. At that time, I hated my father. Who don't?
Now he is old he changed alot. He still drink and gamble but no so addicted.
But it's no use since my mum already left him.
But the least, I don't hate my father now.
My ex husband was also a jerk which I believe who reads my blog should know.
Old people always said they can't advise people to divorce. What bullshit!
Don't tell me if that woman everyday got beaten, you also advice her don't divorce? Why, must wait till he beaten her to death meh?
Stupid old women tales.
Most of my frens are married unhappily.
Most are divorced or remarried.
All understand that marriage is really another way to hell.
So most of them didn't rom anymore. Like me now.
What for? It's just a stupid paper.
As long we are happy with our life, so why care about a paper?
Of cos not all are men's fault.
Just don't rush into marriage, especially shotgun marriage, mostly don't turn out well.
If you think you know tat guy, you are wrong.
Before and after marrage are different.
Responsibility are also different.
So think twice, don't be stupid and naive. Cos the lost out one are always women...

Alone~

2010-03-22T16:13:00.002+08:00

Today my colleague on leave.
Boss left at 2pm+, driver went for delivery, aunties all went home at 430pm.
I'm alone!!
Now using my notebook to surf net.

Planning to book my next tattoo removal session at 5th.
2nd is good friday, it's holiday, then came sat and sun so if took monday off would be the best~!

Benny suggest that let Belle stay at home after school instead of studentcare and enrol her to tuition at tuition centre from Mon to Fri to occupy her time.
Now I think thru, studentcare is still better cause at the least got someone to look after her and I don't have to worry she will get into any mishape or not.
Later after fetch her will go over to the new studentcare and hand over my document.

After that still have to plan for Jayden phonic class.
He is really very slow in learning. B and I agree that he really needed to go for extra classes to improve himeself.
Omg, so many things to pay.
Really headaches.

Boss say will convert me soon after he discuss with his partner, my other boss.
I hope can faster and of cos after convertion, i can't late, can't take leave as I wanted.
Aiyo, singapore really doesn't help much with single parent family..

Got so much to worry and still have to worry of job.
Sibei Sian arh~

weekend~

2010-03-21T13:01:00.002+08:00

Today is Sunday.
Today teach those kiddos their kindergarten spelling.
It's was a disaster. Shit! I hate teaching them totally.
I dunno it's they not scare of my or they are just too used to me.
B around will be better cos they are scared of him~! wahaha...
Too bad, that bird man went to hang bird with his "gf". The so-called "gf" was his ex-boss son. He like to hang out with B. Always birds, birds, birds.
Even at home always will keep calling B so I gave him a nickname.
Hahahaha....

Yst brought Belle to watch Alice in the Wonderland 3D.
A damn nice show but in 3D, very waste of money.
1stly, the glasses made the show more dark. 2ndly, it's a disadvantage for pple wearing glasses, like me. How to wear 2 glasses at the same time? So irony.
Anyway, I didn't brim the rest of them cos I dun want to be a clown at the cinema. Especially the 2 young one.
But I'm planning to brim them go see the "How to train your dragon", I think.
Garren might like it. Provided the show are still available by the time I brim them to watch.

Planning to let Garren have his birthday celebrate at childcare this year cos it's his last year in school and he never really got the chance to gave out goodie bags himself. This year, I will let him give out and still deciding whether to let him cut cake in school cos the cake must be 2kg and above wor... like abit waste of money.
Cos we will cut cake with him at home for sure.
Wonder what to buy for him. I dun like buying toys.
Bicycle he already had and he seldom ride at all. He also had a skater. Wonder should I buy a roller blade for him... Hm...

2nd session tattoo removal~

2010-03-21T03:04:00.003+08:00

uploaded the photo of my tattoo lasering 2nd session.
1st day after my 2nd session. It looked redder than the 1st time is because the doctor increasing the power of lasering.

This is 2 weeks+ later.
Now the words are more blur and lighter than before.

Now waiting for my 3rd appt, which will be at next month after 2nd april cos doctor say need a least one month to let the wound totally recover.
Can't wait~ :)

Again~

2010-03-12T22:58:00.003+08:00

Told Belle about her stolen bike yesterday.
She was abit upset and said she got locked it well as B taught her.
I told her no choice.
Then today B bring her to bought a same one again.
Although it's an offer bike, it still cost $90 each.
So for this bike, total used $180... -_-"
Garren birthday is coming soon.
I'm plannning to let him have a small party at school cos it's his last year in kindergarten.
Maybe let him gif out goodie and cut cake in school.
School said they only accept 2kg cake.
Sian, so huge... so ex... lol.
I am so tired this whole week.
Not enough sleep and alot of things to think.
The older one gets, the more problem one have...
I really wish I can go back to little and enjoy as much as I can as a kid now that I know being adult is so shitty.
Got to think money, kids, family, job... blah blah blah... endless problem...
Now then I realised I didn't enjoy much when I was a kid.
Soo regret now.
I really hope my kids can enjoy as kids.
Really.
And I wish I can really settle down on this job. It's a not bad job.
I love busy and it kept me real busy.
As for the place I went for tattoo removal, its at neuglow. Search for this "neuglow sg" at your search engine and you should be able to find their website.

Am I~

2010-03-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

Am I getting old?
Why do I keep on forgetting things?
I realised that when one person got too much things to think and consider, she or he tend to forget things that is regularly happening.
Like yesterday, Belle didn't have tuition. It should be at Wednesday, not Tuesday.
I keep thinking yesterday was Wednesday.
I got alot of things I wanted to write down.
But when I got my notebook on my lap, I forgotten what I really want to write.
Eversince working, I am extremely tired.
I didn't sleep enough cos I wanted to have my own "time" which is after kids are asleep, to do whatever I want to do. Ended up I always sleep after midnight.
I really wanted to sleep early but everytime when it's night fall, I tend to be very energetic. Like I really got alot things to do.
Actually I don't.
LOL.
I dun know why my notebook keep losing connection from internet.
The receiving bar was full.
Anyway, I keep forgotting important things and remember silly things.
I wonder is it because now that my brain have to remember work's stuff too.
Please dont see me part timer, I got damn lots of things to do and remember and I really work from start till end.
Cos company dun wan waste money, like manually do things, so alot of things took up double time to finish.
Wonder when then I can go for my class...
My mum called me up earlier.
She went for her checkup regarding her constant gastric pain.
She paid $400+ for the medicine and she didn't bring enough money so she only bought half. Which is $200+.
She say she is going to ask money from bro cos she still have shop rental in arrear.
Haiz, I really wish I can help her too, after all she is my mum.
But I really dont have the power cos I'm not in good condition myself.

Someone husky ran away.
She was loitering around my area and B wanted to go catch her cos he say might got reward.
We went riding around to search for her but no sight of her.

People here are really terrible.
Belle's new mountain bike got stolen.
Shit!
Got knew it when we went out and realized the bike is not at the place we locked.
Haiz,
B said other day buy a new one for her.
She like riding bike alot..
Wonder should tell her anot.

Trouble~

2010-03-09T01:09:00.002+08:00

Ãs I say, this year is a bad luck year...
Everything doesnt really goes smoothly.

Today morning went to work taking train, met a fat lady thinking she is "thin", knowing that morning sure alot pple rushing to work and train are surely full, by chance came a train that was not so full, this fatty went in and stand at the doorway, blocking my way into the train, making me having to squeeze inside and stand behind her.
I was so angry I was thinking to step hard on her feet with my heels!
Stupid woman! Should go for liposuction if she want to be this way.

So tired at work.
Everyday have to walk up and down to pass thing or carry and move thing.
I really think Im just like a bangala.
Till now still haven't convent me to permanent and was so scared to give me a employment letter for my kids studentcare.
Stupid.
Part time can opt not to contribute cpf iznt it?
My previous job also never contribute.
Dunno scare what shit.
Waiting for the right time to make right decision.
If still don't convert me, I will consider to quit...

got it~

2010-03-07T14:31:00.002+08:00

Finally ~
Got my own mini notebook!!! Yeah~
Yst went to bought it with my mum.
Mum also got one. She say she wanted to give to my bro.
Got it for free with signing up mobile broadband plan with M1. Every month just need to pay $42+. Actually is $60+ but because we got mobile multi line saver so got 35% discount.
Althou its just a notebook but alt the least when B watch movie using desktop I can still surf my net. Wahahaha...

Now Im practicing my skill for nails..
One of my work..

Nice? Wahaha...

Today~

2010-03-03T00:53:00.002+08:00

Went for my tattoo removal 2nd apt today. Omg, I just hate the aesthetic injections... hurt like hell!!!
The lasering was painless at all...
Today Cindy Yang gave me a more stronger laser cos mine doesnt peel after it. This is what she told me lor.
This doctor is reali good as Kelly said.
It look redder than the 1st time I went. Even got blisters. But not pain.
Hopefully after the 5th last treatment, it will totally disappear~!!

Daddy got into some trouble and he was very mind-occupied with it.
I don't want to write what the problem is since its a very privacy matter.
He was in no mood to talk at all and I can see he was very worry about it.
I took a day off today to accompany him.
Tomorrow I will be taking half-day leave to accompany him go again.
I was really very worry about him. I don;t care whether my boss will be happy or not for I keep taking off.
Job don't have can find a new one but family only got one...
Hopefully everything will turn out right... Bless us...

Today brought Mocha and Princess to Jack and May's Pet shop to buy dog food.
Asked May to cut their nails cos their nail's veins had grown too long.
Mocha was shivering whild Princess keeps on struggling.

thinking~

2010-02-24T21:54:00.003+08:00

Today saw a friend's colleague...
She was there to help out in their company during my friend's maternity.
She was the boss's daughter.
I was downstair waiting for my boss to come and take things from me.
I saw her came down from a cab taking paperbag.
It was 3pm in the afternoon...
The moment I saw her, I was thinking that people born with silver spoon are just so different.
Why must life be all so different?
Why can't everyone be happy?
I know there will never be my chance to be like them but I dun mind cos I'm happy with my life, for now at least.
I might not be like them, going for lunch for few hrs but I'm contented that I'm earning my own meal and it feel satisfied too..

Good Year?~

2010-02-19T02:08:00.002+08:00

This year doesn't seem to be a good year for us...
My mum told me that Garren got fan Tai Shui. So must be careful of him, ask me not to let him run about and get hurt.
My dad got into trouble again.
Wat trouble, I dun think is nice to write out since it's a family business, but I really think we are unlucky this year.

CNY day 1 went to my Dad's side Ah ma place.
Wah lao, saw so many people I really don't remember.
Last few years I went over quite late and never saw any other relatives cos I think they all had gone already.
I was really uneasy but seeing some of my cousins which we used to play around, I was quite happy. LOLZ.
All really grown up. Doesn't look like the way I remember them AT ALL.

My dad doesn't go back becos he dun like to.
My didi also never go cos he was busy sleeping.
Everyone keep asking me, where's ur dad? where's ur didi?..
Well, they not turning up, there is nothing I can do mah...

The older I am the more I doesn't like CNY.
But kiddos are enjoying themselves.
This is what is important.

Finally it's over... LOl
This 3 days, no, shld be 6 days cos since 11th I was busy eating 3 reunion dinners and going to 2 ah ma's places and Karin's place.

Hope everyone have a good year ahead and Gong Xi Fai Chai ~ !! :)

Photo1027

2010-02-14T00:15:00.001+08:00

My cny's nails. Wahaha..!!

Photo1005

2010-01-26T13:27:00.001+08:00

Workin n watchin mtv at e same time. Wahahaha...

tired~

2010-01-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

Eversince started working reali put me into fatigue...
Im so tired~!! To look after kids and work full time at the same time..
Everyday rush rush rush..
Not enough time to sleep, not enough time for for own..
Everyday kids, work, dogs, housechores and B.
SOri JustPastBy, I reali got no time to took pics for my dogs but if I got the chance I will post out as soon as I take.. :)

CNY clothes for Kids and myself havnt buy yet..
Sian Lah...
Rush Rush Rush again...
Dunno where that my life will be more relaxing...
Not that Im not satisfied with my life, but just too tired...
At doing everything at one go.
Hmm...

I DUN CARE!!
I want to buy a BeBe Top and Levis jean for myself!!
Hahahaha... As a gift for myself for being so tired. :)
I know my life now was cause by my own stupidness but at least life is better than past after with B.
But just too tired~ Hahahaha~

做人要知足... I know I know..

tattoo removed~

2010-01-16T12:37:00.002+08:00

Finally went for tattoo lasering yesterday.
I was thinking of it for so many yrs already.
We took full package cos more cheaper. $642 for 5 sessions.
Only for my both arms. The doc was nice.
Even helps to remove the name at my back for free.
Actually Benny wanted to remove something too and doc wanted to help him for free but he said he is ok, he rather I do. *loving*
It not painful after they do injection to make it numb.
If not, it's really damn pain.
Next appt will be next month.
A lot of pple asked me to remove the big tattoo on my leg but color tattoo can't be removed totally de.
So waste of money to do...
I oso want to do but if can't remove clean then don't do beta.

We went to have lunch at, erm... i forgotten the name liao.
LOLZ.
Its reali delicious.

Can't wait for the next appt~

tired~

2010-01-08T20:53:00.002+08:00

Ok, this job are really tiring.
Every morning reached, start to work and work til I off work...
It's like the work can't be finished~
Of cos it's a good thing cos time easier to pass...
But no internet~ Sian~
If not because of kiddos, I would have change job, hahaha~
Recently Auntie Karin keep complaining in her blog. What happen, auntie~

Today my supervisor told me that my boss said I'm too serious while workin.
Serious not good?
Then what should I do?
I also want to play around.
Give me internet la.
I should not serious anymore.
Stupid.

There is so many things to be done this year.
Need to find a tuition class for Garren and Belle, need to consider whether to let her continue her CDAC's tuition and concentrate on private tuition and booking for laser tattoo appointment.
Aiyo, so many things to...
Plus, working so tired.
Still need to focus on their study and myself and B and family.
Oh, and of cos my chihuahuas... still need to go for neuturing...
Oh GOd...

Anyway, tomorrow will go search for class for Garren and book appointment for laser next Sat.

Oh ya, CNY coming soon, still need to buy clothes, clean house.

Was wondering should I change ph.
Wanted for surfing net cos at work no net really boring.
But I love my Pixon~
Grace say iphone is good but the camera are not good...
And camera function are important to me~
So confusing...

A new year~

2009-12-31T13:08:00.002+08:00

Merry "belated" Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

So long never blog liao.
Being stucked to Facebook, hahaha...
Anyway, pple always write new year resolution.
I'm not goin to do that this year cos I think it's kinda no use since I never even make one come true. Lolz.

Finally got a job!
Thanks to Jeslyn who intro this job to me.
Didn't even need to go for interview.
Hope it's a lucky year for me...

This month was busy..
Goin out with Karin they all and preparing for school reopening.
Now I was doing Belle's school books.
Recently home is going on seasonal flu.
All became sick. Except Jayden haven't catch it yet.
Hope he wont.

Clubbing~

2009-12-15T15:03:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday went to Sabai Sabai, a thai disco pub at Shenton Way intro by Sandy.
Actuali wanted to go this coming Saturday to Clark Quay but Ah Lian couldn't make it and so we forward it to last week.
Well, it's not so fun becos the songs they put out, mostly I never even heard before.
Ya, ya, with the same old gang.
Something went wrong and something happened.
(But don't worry girls, it's ok now.)
This time I wasn't dead drunk like the previous time, haha...
Learned my lesson.

Last Sunday brought kiddos to IMM with mum and B.
To see the foam party.
Aiyo, go there doesn't look at all like a party.
Just a air filled swimming pool and kids go in there to play foam.
Still need to queue up to go in to play.
SO boring.
So instead I ask the kiddos to play the water playground insteadd cos I got bring extra clothing.
After that went to eat MOS burger.
Mum left at 7pm cos she is meeting uncle so we walked around ourselves.
B brought kiddos to chose their Christmas presents.
They chose a toy of their likes.
Belle never grow up, so big still buy those cashier toy.
Garren chose a transformer car, Bernissa chose hamburger playdoh and Jayden chose a army toys set.
They was really very excited and Garren keep chosing and chosing, dunno which he want.
I never let them play when reached home.
I told them tomorrow then can play which is yesterday.

KTV~

2009-12-10T12:45:00.002+08:00

Tuesday met up wit Karin and Ah Lian.
Went to Clementi Kbox.
Cos Lian and I lived near to west side so Karin said we find somewhere nearer to us.
Soo~ long never sing liao, I miss singing so~ much.
Ah Lian on the other hand, went there to sleep.
Actually she don't sing and her son was sick, se want to get as much rest as possible so that she got the energy to look after him at night.
Belle and Eden tacked along too.

Yesterday my dad's Arowana died.
We found her lying upside down and one side of her eyes was being sucked by the filter pipe.
B was the one who found her like that and he shouted for me.
So I quickly switched off the filter power while he tried to help the fish.
But it did not survive.
The eye was almost being sucked out.
Very terrible.
Told my dad what happened when he got home.
He said the fish was looking sick already, didn't eat for few days.

Oh, think never update about the pups for long time.
They are 3 mths + old now.
Both are short coat. Very comfirmed about it.
As they moved alot, very hard to get pics of them.

Saturday will be collecting Belle's textbooks.
Oh, still need to wrap it with plastic cover.
Very troublesome.

Baking~

2009-12-05T11:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday baked with Belle.
We made chicken biscuits for chihuahuas.
Dog biscuits was much more easier than making human biscuits, haha.
But I will try to make biscuits or muffins for kiddos.
If I can get all the ingredients and necessary utensils.

B was sick and I was busy preparing my online shop.
Last week, kiddos fall sick and this week B fall sick.. Hmm..

Just found out from my mum there is a children foam party starting from today at IMM till 13th Dec.
Oo.. My mum ask me to bring kiddos go next tuesday.
Mon-Fri = 6 to 9 pm
Sat-Sun = 4 to 9 pm
More information here

There is a Care Bear Musical Intro Meet & Greet too!!
Garren favourite!
15th to 20th Dec, only 5 days!!
Get to take photo with them with a $2 donation.
More information here

My blogshop had opened!! 请多多捧场oh!! ^_^

Recently... again~

2009-12-04T10:40:00.003+08:00

I have being busy this 2 days.
I'm trying to learn to purchase goods from oversea.
B said I could try to open a small push-cart to sell things instead of opening an online shopping spree website.
Any suggestion?
Should I go ahead to the push-cart business? Or stick to online spree first?

My dad was going to marry and he didn't told us about it.
Not that I mind but I really think that lady was to young for him.
But what can I say?
It's his choice.
Since he had no intend to tell, I also wont ask.

The fishes Garren and the other brought back from Kids' Kampong keeps on dying althought we had already put in a tank.
I don't know why.
I just feel it's cruel to give kids fishes and without proper care and let the fish die.
Garren told me his friend's fishes died the next day after they brought home.
SO what's the moral of this matter?
Let the kids thought it's ok to let living thing to die like that?
Kiddos brought back the fishes and keeps on using the nets to scoop the fishes.
Half of them nearly died from it...
-_-"

Will be taking Belle's textbooks on 12th.
Told her to tidy up her drawer for the textbooks, till now havn't done yet.
Yesterday went to library.
Borrow 2 recipes books and a dog food recipe book.
Try cooking some recipes yesterday.

This is called meatball wintermelon soup.
Got the recipe from internet.
Not bad the taste. But I might add too little salt cause the meatball are abit bland.

This is stewed dried black mushrooms in oyster sauce.
B likes this.
There are xiao bai cai too.

Specially cooked this for kiddos.
Fried beancurd and crabsticks in sesame sauce.
This is Jayden's share. He had eaten half of it.

Tonight will cook from the recipes in the books again.
Garren had chose a dish he want and I'm cooking it tonight for them.

Anyone interested in the receipes, let me know and I'll posted it out. :)

almost~

2009-11-30T17:16:00.003+08:00

Just now did a very stupid thing.
I was boiling kiddos milk bottles and I really "boil" it till the milk bottles melted..
I forgotten that I was boiling it.
Plastic burning smell was all over the living room then I realized I was boiling bottles.
I threw the whole pot with the melted bottles away.
Now I have to buy 4 bottles again.
Haiz.
Went outside to find with Belle but all was almost same pattern and I don't like.
Lucky I got keep some old bottles and so tonight temporary will use it.
Tomorrow go down to buy at west mall.
Much cheaper and nicer.
That why I don't like boiling things.
I always forgotten about it.
In the end every time with burnt it.
Let me see, the first time I almost burnt down my dad's kitchen is when I was boiling water.
Whole kettle thrown away cos it already black.
Second time might be when I was boiling eggs for my dogs.
The eggs are unsightable while the metal cup I still keep although it had also become black.
Another time would be boiling chicken meat for dogs too but the meat become black.
There are still so more times I almost burnt the kitchen but I can't remember each of it.
If I keep on like tihs, one day I really will burn down the kitchen.

Kidddos had all recovered (thks God.
Today was their outing from school.
To Kids' Kampong.
I don't know where that place is but heard from Belle that they can feed ducks, catch fish... ...
Paid $20 for each of them.
Hope they enjoy themselves.

Sick~

2009-11-29T14:37:00.002+08:00

All kiddos was sick, again.
Thou that they had recovered.
But Friday started again.
Garren was having diarrhoea while Jayden had fever again.
And yesterday, Belle started to have stomach cramp and headaches.
Omg, I was so tired.
Almost the whole week I was being awake in the early morning by them.
Lucky Garren recovered alot but not Jayden.
Today brought Jayden to see doctor again.
The fever keeps coming back and feeding him medicine, it still won't sustained.
Doctor didn't know what really cause to fever to persist.
So she asked me to bring him down to Polyclinic for blood and urine test.
To see whether he got virus or not.
Not again...
I dislike them doing all this tests.
Jayden suffered alot from this type of pain when he was only 1 month old because of fever.
Stayed in hospital for few days.
Doctor keep poking here and there to take sample of blood to test.
I was devastated...
It looks so painful !!
Anyway, I really really hope after today his fever will go away !!!
Belle was not feeling well too.
Keeps on having stomach pain.
I told them to drink more water.
I believe they are not drinking enough water since weather nowadays are so funny.
Oh, I really hope I don't have to go polyclinic tomorrow.

Recently~

2009-11-26T14:01:00.002+08:00

Jayden was attacked by our neighbourhood cat, Girigirl.
She was sitting at neighbour's couch outside the house and when we walk past, we stopped to play with it.
Girlgirl was being fed by an auntie around here everyday.
This Jayden tried to kiss her when we was leaving and ended up got bite lightly by her at the forehead.
Poor Jayden!

Girlgirl.

Went to Lot1 shopping mall with my mum on Sunday.
Got Pasar Malam just opposite the Mall.
Went there for a walk too.
Jayden and Garren was sick.
Both got stomach flu.
Early 5am+ keep waking up and vomited.
While Garren woke up at 6am+ with fever and headache.
I didn't get to sleep well tat night cos I went to bed around 5am and just awhile Jayden keep waking up complaining stomach pain.
That was the night he got attacked by the cat.

Yesterday went to Lim Chu Kang again.
Went to Farmart again.
This time Belle rode bicycle herself.
It's quite a long way.
And it is very hot.
I got slight sunburn.
There was this pet shop there selling dogs.
Saw chihuahuas, maltese, Sze Tsus.
All soo Cute!!
Couldn't take photos.
Too bad.

unlucky~

2009-11-24T18:36:00.002+08:00

This year is really a very unlucky year for me.
Keeps on happening bad things around my family and me.
First is I can't find a job.
Then it's my dad who got into a case, although it's solved.
Then it's my debts, all thanks to that animal who are not even fit to call a human.
Now it's PUB.
Good things don't happen bad things keep coming.
Do I crash with 'tai shui' this year?
I also don't know.
Must be it although, since I have been so unlucky recently.
What makes me more angry is that I received "his" letter.
Why angry?
Because of him, my Singtel account owe alot of money.
Because of him, I owe courts few thousands.
To tell the truth, I really don't want to see them anymore if I can.
He turn the hell out of my life.
He sucks.
Really hope next year things will get better.
If not, I really very, very headache.

Wonder~

2009-11-20T09:14:00.002+08:00

Finally, today last day of school!!
I still haven't send out my card to Karin. Sorry dear!
Everyone had gone to school and B had go to work.
I was so boring at home.
I still couldn't find a suitable job.
I just wanted to have more money before CNY next year.
Later still have to pass $60 to childcare for the outing to Pasir Ris Kampong for kiddos.
Today is the last register day.
Belle too.
Need to pass &24 to studentcare.
They are going to... I forgotten where.
But, also are some sort of farm, I think.
Promise kiddos' to bring them to Snow City when it's December holiday.
I never seen snow, so do they.
We are curious, I'm curious.
It's so cold now in China.
Wonder how are my 2 bros' doing...
Must be fun to see snow, if they can see.
I always wanted to touch and have fun in snow.
Next year will be a tougher year.
Belle will have an extra subject, Science, to concentrate and Garren will have to prepare for Primary 1 intake.
Never ever can relax huh.
When can I really relax?
I'm trying a new method to punish and reward those kids.
I made a board with their names on it.
I told them, whoever are good and obedient will be rewarded stars and when they collected 10 stars, I will give them a small present.
Whoever are naughty and does not obey will have stars deducted.
I don't know it works really or not.
It only 4 days I started this and the most they can collect are 2 before it's being take down again.
Because of the stars, they keep asking me what they can help me, made things for me.
Just to get the stars.
I told them straight I don't just give out like that.
Only when I asked them to do things and they do it nicely, I will give.
Or they doesn't quarrel at all, then they will get a star.
Imagine, every day they sure will have quarrel, fight, arguement, etc.
Frankly speaking, I can't stand noise.
Especially when they talk, mostly like to use shout or talk very loudly, like ah pek who are deaf.
I really hope this will work.
I saw a plaform heels I like very much at Mondo when I went shopping with my mum.
I told B about it.
He told me we can go for a walk and buy the shoe when free.
But recently he is not so free.
Almost everyday work.
I am so into those heels.
Wonder when I can get a pair of my own.

Recently trying to learn using this type of hair curl roller or curl hair roller, whatever it called, to curl my hair.
It works.
I didn't want to perm my hair since I wanted a straight hair sometimes and I didn't want to use the hot rod type since it can dry up my hair so I think of trying this.
It only last a few hrs so it might be better if can use with styling spray or what to make it last longer.
Well, I was trying out for fun actually. Hahaha!

Result~

2009-11-18T17:27:00.003+08:00

Sent out the application for wavier for CDAC's tuition fee form.
Forgotten to send Karin my FaceShop member card.
Today was Belle's Parent- teacher meeting day.
It started at 1.45pm in school.
I watched movies until 1pm then rushed to prepared.
Belle finished school at 1pm today and she keeps on calling me after school cos I asked her to wait for me there.
I must be crazy cos I actually make up and dress up.
Hahaha...
Must be too long never wear nice.
By the time I finished, it's already going to 1.45pm and I'm still at home.
I took bus to the school..
Reached at what time I'm not sure too.
Belle was waiting for me with her friends.
I asked her to show me to the classroom where we meet her form teacher.
Reached the classroom but not much parents.
Not like last time so many.
I waited until going to 4pm, I guess, before my turn are up.
Her form teacher was my form teacher during my schooling time in Bukit Panjang Pri.
She asked me whether was I studied in Bukit Panjang because my name are familiar to her.
I told her 'yes', she was my teacher in the past.
She was glad to remember me and asked me how I was.
I, of cos just said I'm ok.
I can't possible tell her that I quit school and failed my exam at sec 1.
I got a high score during my PSLE.
So embarassed.
So we chatted abit and she said she was really happy to be able to teach her old student's daughter.
Well, I liked her aot during my schooling time.
Although she is strict, but she was a very very nice teacher.
Belle likes her too.
So for the result.

English 67.5/100
Chinese 79.0/100
Maths 70.0/100
total 220/300

She got As for her others subjects, like arts, health education, music, etc.
Teacher's comment to her was long and I'm lazy to type, so in short, she work hard in school.

Once again let's review her P1 and P2 result's.

Primary 1
SA1:
Eng 53/100
Chi 80/100
Mth 59/100

SA2:
Eng 72/100
Chi 92/100
Mth 49/100

Primary 2
SA1:
Eng 66.5/100
Chi 86/100
Mth 69/100

SA2:
Eng 67.5/100
Chi 79/100
Mth 70/100

I told that I will confiscated her HP if she didn't scored above 70 for all subjects.
Well, I let her off this once since she only less 2.5 marks for english to made it to 70.

Her mandarin teacher said she not sure she will go to top 2 class or not next year as her result are not so good like Pri 1 but she did get 23 in place for chinese this year while she got only 27 on SA1.
Teacher got explained that she didn't fall back in her chinese but just that the exam paper in year are much more harder.
Well, I really hope she can continue in Top 2 class for her mandarin since her english are just average.
That's all for today.

Oh, btw, Karin~
Pls planned for the clubbing I suggested for Christmas wor~

Reminisces Part 1~

2009-11-16T10:57:00.002+08:00

videos of Jayden and Garren.

Shopping~

2009-11-10T09:35:00.004+08:00

Brought them to IMM with mummy.
She bought tops for uncle so I let kiddos played the animals rides.

Out of boredom, I told Belle and Garren to stand there don't move and took this pic.
SO cute, window models!! Hahaha!!

sleeping~

2009-11-02T12:10:00.004+08:00

One and only

2009-10-31T20:35:00.001+08:00

One and only, originally uploaded by eileen_82.

Red on Grey

2009-10-31T20:34:00.001+08:00

Red on Grey, originally uploaded by eileen_82.

Away

2009-10-31T20:32:00.001+08:00

Away, originally uploaded by eileen_82.

Fun

2009-10-31T20:31:00.001+08:00

Fun, originally uploaded by eileen_82.

Alone

2009-10-31T20:30:00.001+08:00

Alone, originally uploaded by eileen_82.

Funny~

2009-10-31T12:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday at home, Zhuzhu (actually I always call him Babe) did a funny thing that makes me keep laughing when I think of it.

It started like this.

I was helping Belle to bath then Garren, who had already bathed say he want to pass motion.
So I let him do that while bathing Belle.
Then after I finished, Garren also finished doing his business so I washed for him. (we wash with water instead of using toilet paper de)

Garren didn't immediately wear back his pyjamas pants.
He keep walking around , talking and holding his pants.
At that time we were all in the room talking and making beds.
When he was about to wear back, Zhuzhu went to slap Garren's butt for fun.

I ignored it.

A second later I noticed Zhuzhu was smelling something from his fingertips.
I thought he picked up something from the floor and smelled so I asked him.

Me : "Babe, what are you holding? Show me."

He looked at me seriously and show me. I noticed there was nothing on his hand and when I was about to asked him again, he said...

Zhu : "德恩屁股很臭!!" (Garren's butt are smelly)

I looked at him and I laughed.
Imagine Garren just finished his business...

OMG, who will go smell the hand after he smacked people butts???
Think only Zhuzhu will!! He look so seriously that I can't help laughing...

Garren laughed, everyone laughed.
Silly Zhuzhu.

Garren are also silly.
After that incident he still haven't wear his pant.
He walked around the room and settle down on one place to wear.
I noticed he was sitting on his own pillow in naked butt...
I can't help to but to make fun of him...

Me : " De en, you just pass motion you still sit on your pillow arh..."

Garren (embarass) : " Hahaha!! (imediately stood up) I sit on jiejie's pillow then." (and he moved to Belle's pillow and sat down)

It was fun to make fun of them sometimes...

Even just now when going for groceries shopping with Belle.
We passed by a shop and saw those baby dolls.
Then I told her.

Me : "This type of dolls very scary. Like those shown in movies, they will walk around at night and even kill you."

Belle : "No la! Bluffed one de. Those movies are bluffed de."

Me : "You don't believe, at night you put on to sleep beside you and next day you wake up she will be at the other side."

Belle : "... ..."

(Actually I wanted to tell her it's because when sleeping she will push it as she turned about)
(But I didn't)

Me : "Or when you wake up she is in the kitchen or sitting on you looking at you."

Belle : "Stop it, Ma! Later at night I don't dare to go toilet."

Me: "Scare what! Bluffed de la."

Belle : "Later the Barbie dolls in the storeroom come out and kill us."

Me : "Aiya, won't la. They can't open the door."

Belle : "Mummy... !!!"

Me : "Bluffed you de la. If they will kill, they would do it long time ago."

Of cos she know it's not real. We were just fooling around.
Hahaha!

Celebration~

2009-10-28T11:53:00.004+08:00

26th October.
Zhuzhu's 4th birthday.

We didn't d a celebration and so to make up to him, yesterday brought him for a walk at West Mall after going to Polyclinic for his assessment checkup.

In Polyclinic @ Bukit Batok, waiting for our turn.
Bought a mango juice for him as we both are really very boring waiting.

Doctor and nurse say he is small in size and his weight are abit low.
Of cos...
Zhuzhu are a fussy eater.
He don't eat vege, mushroom, anything he don't like, he will eat very very slow.
Until I have no choice but to force and feed him myself.
Have to go back another 6 mths later for eye checkup again.
Cos he's still not very good in recognise numbers.
Haiz...
Doctor say his physical check are good.

I was thinking," Of cos! He keeps running and jumping and fighting everyday. Sure good since he got train everyday." LOLZ.

After doctor consultation, I went to the pharmacy and bought 2 bottles of panadol syrup and 2 bottles of cough syrup for the kids.
Just in case.
It's good to keep as sometimes they fall sick suddenly still have medicine for them to consume.

After that brought him to eat KFC chicky meal.

Maybe you think it's just a fast food, nothing special.
But my kids doesn't gets to eat fast food often cause I'm quite strict to their intake of fast food.

Zhuzhu likes KFC alot.
He eats alot, a chicky meal and a cheesy fries.
Eat until the whole face and mouth was full of cheese and fried chicken smell...

After that, he keeps telling me he want to go to game room at the top floor.

Ever since brought them to there a few times, they remember it so clearly that every time we go West Mall, they will point to the top floor...
I let him play a few games.
Not much for him to play because of his small size.

When it's about 3pm, I told him we must go home.

I was very tired and sleepy.
Imagine I fall asleep in the bus home.
Zhuzhu was tired too but he keep insist he want to play toys.
So I told him we watch Scooby Doo 3 in internet and he fall asleep not long after I switch on.

What a day!!

Promised next year will do a celebration!

photos~

2009-10-26T10:05:00.005+08:00

Today overslpt.
Lucky Belle woke up herself at 5am+ and preparing everything herself before waking me up.
She was ready at 6am and waited until 6.45am for the school bus.
Then I fall asleep again and today kiddos' are late for their school too. Sent them in at 9.30am.
Was still feeling very sleepy thou....

Garren's latest haircut. So handsome my little boy. Hahaha...

See how cute when they sleep.
No worries at all...
Wanted to upload video but file too big and it just fail eveytime I load.

Weekend~

2009-10-26T02:03:00.003+08:00

Now already 2am and I just finished packing kiddos' school bag.

Too lazy to change doggie' newspaper. Yesterday just change and today, full of poos again...
Exams ending at 30th Oct and she still haven't finishing learning her 20 spelling words for exam.
This few days keep drinking cough syrup.
I was down with serious cough and I can't sleep early at night. Too obsessed watching movies and dramas thru internet.
I was a TV fanatic, I guess.

Tomorrow Bro's going back to China and today brought Garren to have his hair cut. He promised him yesterday. Garren was complaining about his semi-long hairstyle. He say his female classmate actually say he is not good-looking in that hair.
He came home from school one day and complain to me that he was very angry with his female friend cause they don't want to marry him as they think his hairstyle are ugly...
Keep nagging me to cut his hair short.
So today I asked my bro to bring the Taiwan idol magazine with him and show that hairstyler the picture of Wu Chun from 飞轮海 Fahrenheit.
I told him don't need to be the same but at least must be around that type.
Tomorrow will upload the picture and Garren's new hairstyle.

So what I have done today?
Teach kiddos' homework and miss out Garren cos I thought he had already done as Friday he got take it out.
Teach Belle her spelling. Whole day only managed to learn 10. Wednesday will be her eng paper 2. *sweat*
I think will also bring Zhuzhu for a haicut. Weather are very hot recently and having a shorter hair might be better. My mum also keep nagging me about their hairstyles.
But I really like them having long hair since when they went to Primary school, they won't have to chance to have anymore.

Tommorrow will be a busy day.
Planning to buy new slippers for them as their one now are slippery.
And I saw heels I like...
Need to buy dog food and groceries.
Oh gosh, I am really tired!!

Now going to drink cough syrup and sleep.
But scared I can't wake up at 6.15am tomorrow cos it makes me very very sleepy although I only drink 10ml...

What am I?

2009-10-24T15:29:00.003+08:00

I want to dye hair!!

I look like an ugly old hag.
I hate my look now!!!

I got a very dark eye circles due to my long term overnight watching dramas and movies and waking up early as 7am everyday...
My skin was like shit.
Even at home eveyday I still can tan myself... which I don't know why.
I wanted to do braces for my teeth, but I scare of the pain.
My face are haggard and I can't go for regular facial because of my kids' expenses.
I find getting older are scary, especially when I have no achievement in my life.

I just felt my life are flowing away and I still haven't really done anything I feel happy or satisfied.

I just hate myself sometimes.

But I won't do anything silly to kill myself and give up anything anyone.
I just need to shout out my fustration, pour out my sorrow, and then I will be fine the next day...

:)

Today saw a email sent by Belle's form teacher.
Nowaday teacher are nice, actually will sent email and ask whether they have finish their holiday homework and how are they during this holiday period.
Belle was lazy.
She haven't learn her 20 exam spelling which I nearly forgotten and her holiday still got some are not done.
It's hard to ask her do home work and home so I told her to go studentcare better. At least she always got her homework done there.

Later going over my mum's there so I told her she need to bring the spelling list and learn at there.
They are all outside playing now.
Really stressed out worry about them.
The older they are, the harder to teach. Can't imagine when all of them are in primary school...

Still got four chihuahuas to handle.
Patchy and Pearlie, still puppies are naughty and always pee and poo everywhere. Lock them in the playpen, they will keep crying to come out.

Not easy to being a mum and a master.

Movies and Dramas~

2009-10-23T16:36:00.003+08:00

These movies I had watched are great!
Funny and sad romance movies.

Nice movies!! Should catch them if you are a english comedy movies fan!

Dramas I watching now!

First one is a korea comedy love drama.
Storyline is about how a twin sister who is still in practice to be a nun, actually helped her twin brother whose nose is injured during a facial surgery to appear as her brother and be the latest member of a boy band.
The actors and actresses are, 张根锡, 朴信惠, 李弘基, 郑龙和, 金成铃, 郑灿.
Actually I don't know any of them. But I find this show interesting.
Title of this drama, "原来是美男啊".

Second one I think most people should have seen the introduction in Ch U.
"桃花小妹".
Actors and actresses, 汪东城, 王心凌, 辰亦儒, 黄靖伦, 朱孝天, 高以翔, 丁春诚, 蓝钧天.
Storyline about a baby sister and four perfect brothers who are very protective to their sister and threaten anyone who gets near her.
I only seen esp 1.

Ya, ya.. This is what I'm watching at home recently.
Of cos still got some more but just recommend what I think is really very nice.

Embed a part of those shows for your preview.

If want to watch the whole esp 1. Can go youtube.com.

"桃花小妹"

This also part of esp 3.
I'm not sure whether youtube.com got all the esps' or not.
Cos I didn't watch from youtube.

"原来是美男啊"

Oops~

2009-10-22T11:07:00.004+08:00

I never got the call from the company I interview at last monday.
Maybe I shouldn't told them I'm a smoker.
Anyway, have to search again.
I hope to find a job by end of this month.

Today I told Belle that she looks ugly in that tight-fit top of her cos she got a tiny bitsy tummy poking out. Hahaha... I told her to change to another top which is a pic of barbie. Well, it is a top from Barbie.
Looks nice, at least better since it's a bit loose top.
I told her why does she always wear that tight-fit top, looks like auntie with a tummmy poking out and it was really very visible since she still 'flat' on top.
I told her to trust me since I'm the one who konw to dress up, Hahahaha!!!

She is a big gurl now.
Alot of things she will be very curious. She always watch dramas with me and she can told me which guy she think is nice looking.
I'm prepared for her puberty to come anytime since I came mine while I was only 10 years old.

It is really not easy and very tough to be a mother of so many kids.
The more they grow, the more troubles and worries will occur.
It's a never-end things that keep coming into my life.

It's really amazing how kids grown.
I always told Belle that her arms are going to be as big as mine if she keeps on eating like now.
She is not fat or plump.
Just having fats at some places around her body? hehehe...

I told her when I was young I always took my mum's clothes to wear cos we were poor that time and we don't always gets to buy new clothes.
So basically, my clothes at that time was childish, that's why I took my mum's?
I always wanted a sister since I grow up in a all-boys environment and I can understand Belle when she ask why she don't have sister.
Well, I am sister and mummy of her... :)
I hope she will grow up and see me as both.
That way we can be friend and mother-daughter at the same time.

Do I got the job, or not?

2009-10-19T16:18:00.006+08:00

So I went for the interview. Reached exactly at 10am. I waited until 10.30am before I met that guy who interview me. They actually was waiting for me to finish my application form and I was waiting for them. Who will took 30 mins to finish a application form?
Anyway, it's seem to be a not bad job.
They acutally told me that I will be handling some phone calls and they expect me not to speak singlish... I'm paranoid. Cos I'm a singlish woman. Hahaha...!!
I will try all my best to speak proper english... ""
But still need to wait for call. People always says if they ask you to wait for call, that means you are out. But not all are like that, al least for the last 2 time I went for interview I also waited for calls and I got the job.
I'm stupid to let go of the Batok job for the commonwealth.
Well, it's my bad.
Hope this time I can smoothly got a NICE job.

2009-10-11T16:49:00.002+08:00

So what I have bring doing?

Well, last friday brought Princess and pups to vet. Pups was taking their first injection and Princess went to checkup cause she keeps having diarrhoea.

Belle's is going to have exams soon. Sian... Everytime exams reach I will feel very tired and stress cause keep worrying for her and yet she always play and doesn't revise homework much.

Tomorrow I'm going for my interview.
Finally found a job that suit my time and area. But still dunno will get the job or not, since I'm just going for a interview.
It's at Tradehub 21. Quite convenience since I just need to take one straight bus only.
Really hope I can get the job. Although I know I will be very tired to be in between kids and job, but I had learned my lesson. JOb is really important to me, a single mother. My life is up to me to decide. Can't rely on anyone else....

UPdates~!

2009-10-04T14:45:00.027+08:00

Latest updates~!

Ya, ya, again, I'm so lazy to blog...

Firstly, The pups.
They are 2 mths old now.

Already started to eat dry food and stopped sucking milk.

Last Sat night out with "sisters". A crazy-once-a-year nite out. Hahaha...
All of us are drunk bt the time we left at 4am... I barely remember what happened at the end. :)

Yesterday Mooncake Festival...

Yup, that's all for today!! :)

Pups open eyes on 17th Aug~

2009-08-18T15:07:00.005+08:00

Yup, as the title says, puppies had open their eyes~!

Started yesterday morning when I wake up to prepare Belle for school. Bro called me to go into the room. (dogs all sleep in his room) He told me the eyes had opened but only a little bit. The female pup opened first. Male one hvnt.

Then in the afternoon, I went to take a look again, male one started to open up too... Not fully opened.

Today their eyes had fully opened.

Couldn't get a clear pic of them opening eyes cos when they awake, they like to move about searching for milk... But will try to get pics of their full face.

See both sooo fat... Poor Princess was so thin...

Like JustPastBy's suggestion regarding the names.
But like you mention, single pronounciation are hard to call. So I change abit.

Female called "Pearlie".
Male called "Patchy".
Still P & P.
:P

Thanks JustPastBy!! Its a good suggestion!! I was headaches about what to name them.

Busy, busy, busy...
Had to busy with kids and dogs and housechores.
Kinda of tired sometimes. Plus now Princess need extra care, every 4 hrs I fed her. Cos she seems so thin and weak. Always sleeping when no need to feed pups.
So worried she will get sick.
She is a good mther cos she will go feed pups when time are up. She is always inside the room looking out for pups. When we go near the box, she will keep looking what we are doing.
She keep them so cleaning I hardly smell anything smelly.
She is really a good chihuahua!!

BTW, eLaiNe, what are liver and fish essence? Can let me know the product name and where to buy? Thanks in advance!!

P/S: And once again, pups are not gonna be sell or given away.
I had decided to keep them when I know Princess are preggy. Actuali was gonna sell away one when found out Princess had 3 pups but unfortunately and heartbreakingly, one died during labouring.

2009-08-14T15:05:00.003+08:00

Ever since my Princess gave birth, she was much weaker and often sleep that usually. I was so afraid she was sick and I duno iz sick or jus tired from looking after pups. She wasn't so lack of energy before she gave birth. Cos she had cesearean, I was afraid she got infection.

Like today, suddenly she just lost her appetite and didn't eat much until I put the food right in front of her face.
Even her favourite milk she just lick abit and leave it there.

Today was the first day I bath her eversince she gave birth. Cos vet said she can't bath within 10 days and also must restraint her activity too. Last two day then started to bring her out for a walk.

I'm never gonna let her breed again.
Firstly, it's really very dangerous and secondly, it's really tiring.
Always got to worry for her.
She was so thin now that I feel so heartpain for her, she only 1 yr old and oreadi acting like very old. Worse, she doesn't let Mocha get near her and the pups at all. She will growl at him and bite him. Poor Mocha... No choice but to lock him up...

The kids loves them alot.
Sometimes will ask to see the pups cos they are instruct not to go near them unless got adult around.

See the scar at her tummy? The thread haven't drop yet.

Outing to Science Centre ~ 19 July

2009-08-13T13:54:00.003+08:00

Finally get to go to Science Centre which I promise long time ago..
These are photos from my phone. Most photos at digital cam cos Hp was going to low batt that time so didn't dare to take to much photos..

A day out at Bukit Batok Nature Park ~ 9th August

2009-08-13T13:39:00.002+08:00

Bring Kiddos to Nature Park to see monkeys... and of cos go for trekking at the forest.
It was smaller that we expected.
Luckily we get to see those monkeys. They was so excited to see them. Jayden even went to sit very close to it...
The weather was very hot. But inside the forest it was very cooling.

After that we went to have KFC at West Mall. They wanted to play at West Mall but we was really very tired from the walking at Nature Park.

Think getting old and because seldom excerise, abit walking makes me breathless.
Hahaha...

Puppies 1 week old...~

2009-08-13T13:29:00.003+08:00

Why there is a net covering? For mmosquitoes prevention. As I lived at 1st floor, there are really alot of mosquitoes... So covered up there top and doorway of the dog house.

Puppies was so comfortable in their wooden house that she actuali sleep till like that!! So cute!!

More updates next week.
Puppies should have open up their eyes next week...

Garren and Jayden~

2009-08-06T11:26:00.004+08:00

The future ROCK's Star!! Garren Poh~

Jayden, who has vegetable stuck inbetween his teeth...
Like uncle... Took alot pics before finally took a clear one...

Pics of Puppies!!

2009-08-06T10:27:00.010+08:00

This is No 2. Male. Looks alot like daddy. Cause he also got spot, although more spot than his daddy. He is a sweetie, very sticky to mummy, always drink drink drink milk. Very greedy... One side of his eyes is cover with spot while daddy are both.

This is No 3. The runt of the litter. Female, and we guess she should be a short coat chihuahua, just like her mum. She is all white. Not a single spot on her body. Will grow up to be a beautiful chihuahua, just like her mummy...

The 1st one that die because of hard labour... my guess a female. I was so devastated because it look totally like mummy. I never get to see it's face because it's was born rear out first, that's why the head got stucked inside and die of no oxygen for too long... ...
Even at clinic vet couldn't put it out and need to poke it out from inside of Princess's womb...
I never gonna breed Princess again. It's too risky. I almost lost her too. And really can't bear to see another puppy die...

Princess was a very responsible mum. She was always by her puppies side. Even after food or toilet she will just go back to her puppies.
We have been taking turns to watch over her as we are afraid she might suffocate her puppies without noticing.
I was so tired. Everyday sleep around 2, 3am and woke up at 6am+ to let Belle go school.
I had stop handfeeding puppies cause I realized mummy got produced milk.
Their eyes and ears are still close. They depend on their sense of smell to find mummy. Really very cute...

P/S:Pls don't ask me going to sell puppies or not.
Puppies are not for sale at all.

This is the X-ray tooken before she give birth.
Never got the time to post out and suddenly puppies are out...
The red circle are the head while the red line are the spine.

Puppies are born today!!

2009-08-03T13:34:00.002+08:00

Morning 7.10am.
My brother woke me up. I was still dreamy. Ah Belle missed her school bus and was still in bed.
I asked, what's wrong? He said, Princess is giving birth now!!
I immediately opened my eyes and rushed to his room. Princess had been sleeping with my big brother eversince he returned from China.
What I saw was a body of a puppy hanging out from Princess's virgina... I rushed over and touched. My brother said puppy's head are stucked. Princess couldn't squeezed it out...
I also duno what to do. We tried to help by pulling... but still couldn't.
I woke Benny up and told him.
We didn't know what time her contraction begin. So didn't know puppy was stucked for how long...
They keep trying to help her pull but still no use...

730am
No choice.
Called up the Vet and told her the situation.
A cesarean must be done to save those puppies. (BTW, she had 3 puppies from the X-ray she tooken.)

8am.
Bro and Benny send her down to the clinic.
I brought Belle to school and the rest of the kiddos too.
I went down to the clinic.

9am.
Princess was still in the surgery room.
Wondered will all the puppies survives...

930am.
Princess was out from the surgery.
The first puppy, the one that got stucked didn't survive...
...
...
We was so heartbreak...
Managed to save the other 2...

Went in and saw Princess was so weak and thin. She was trembling...
Both puppies that survive are healthy.
Vet said Princess had no milk so we had to hand feed ourselves...

1130am.
Reached home. Fed her puppies.
Put her into a box we made.

130pm.
Handfed puppies again.

330pm.
Tried to hand feed puppies but they don't want to eat.
Tried squeezing Princess's nipple to see got milk or not. Luckily got.
So put them back to suck Princess's milk.

Will upload pics if I got free time. Recently too lazy to update.
Try to do it this few days.

;D

Still cant see babies~

2009-07-16T18:42:00.001+08:00

Appointment for vet was on 17 July. But we brought forward to 14 July cos Princess was having diarrhoea.

Still cant see the babies...

Doctor said might be haven't reach 45 days.
Book another appointment on 28 July...

Another day passed~

2009-07-10T10:52:00.002+08:00

Early morning after Belle went to school.
Ah zhu wake up early too!!

Princess's tummy getting bigger and bigger!!!

Belle's and Mum's Birthday!

2009-07-10T10:44:00.003+08:00

Bought a watch for her birthday.
This is the second watxh this year. She lost her previous one at studentcare. Dunno what to buy for her so bought a watch.

Birthday celebration for my mum and Belle.
Both same birthday.

baking cookies !!

2009-07-01T16:20:00.006+08:00

The ingredients and utensils for baking Honey cookies doggies' treat. Human comsumption also can.
The ingredients are all natural de mah.
I used unbleached white flour, eggs, honey and water.

The recipe for baking the cookies.

Belle cutting out the cookies...

I was planning to made only one kind of shape. But Belle wanted to try out other shape. Ended up got alot of different kinds of shapes.

Finished cutting!!
Now in oven baking at 170 degree C for 20 mins...

Viola!! Cookies done!!
I try a piece. It's tasteless with only the smell of honey. No sugar was added since sugar are not good for dogs. Gave Princess and Mocha, well, they ate it... fast!!

Well, it's fun and it's save us money to buy from pet shop.
Next recipe, Chicken Biscuits!!! :D

visit to vet

2009-06-30T13:09:00.004+08:00

Finally back from vet clinic. Today got alot of dogs at there. We was late for appointment. I thought it's at 10.30am but reached there register, they say it's 10am..
I was very excited. We waited for around half and hr more to our turn.
Vet say her tummy are still small. Asked me is it sure already 45 days?
Actually I'm not sure. Then she say must started counting from the last time they mated which is the last week of May.
I miscalculated. I started counting from the 4th week of May instead of last week of May...
Vet say its might can't seen anything yet but we can still go for a x-ray to see. Princess was taken inside the clinic.
She was struggling. She always struggle, kinda scared of strangers... although not the first time to go to the same vet...
We was asked to wait for her at the counter.
We wait around 10 mins and they took princess out. Poor girl was scared to hell. Keep climbing on me...
We was asked to wait for 15 mins for the x -ray result.

5 mins passed...
...
...
10 mins...
...
...
20 mins...

Ended up we waited around half an hr.
The vet showed us the x-ray and say the puppies are too small too see. Means that it might be that she is still not preggy 45 days yet.
She also said Princess are highly suspect that she is preggy got they can feel two lumps in her tummy which couldn't be shit or kidneys.
It's being confirmed by two vet after they checked her. I have to wait another 2 to 3 weeks to see how many fetus she have...

...

So we made another appointment at 17th July... again...

Sitting outside the clinic cause inside got alot of dogs...
Kinda smelly...

Princess was sleepy all the way , except when we passed her to the vet..

Borrowed this from library, hoping to made some home made cookies for her...

Belle wanted to go with me but too bad her school holiday are over.

1st day of Sch...

2009-06-29T15:12:00.004+08:00

Yesterday found 5 adults rabbits and 4 newborn rabbits with cages being abandoned just next to my block. Poor thing was scared to hell, keep on hiding and never took care of the babies. Lucky someone else had already called SPCA but I dunno they got come or not cos when I found the chinchillas and called them to come and take, they say come at 8pm but never came... *doink*.
Dunno why people can hust treat them like rubbish and throw them next to a rubbish dump!!

I almost forgot today was the opening of school. I keep thinking its on july 1st. Was planning to go SPCA today cos I thought school open 1st. Hmm, promised to bring her go..

Tomorrow are the big day!
But still suspect got or not cos the tummy are not getting bigger. Dunno is it a false alarm...

Updates?

2009-06-23T17:37:00.004+08:00

Today was the day to gp down legal aid to collect my divorce documents and I forgotten about it!!!!!!!! Shit!!
Lucky I called up and they say can collect tomorrow...

Yesterday went to IMM with Belle and Benny.
Bought a few things and saw this biscuit which 蜡笔小新 likes to eat. They called it 小熊饼干, but I was very curious why since I don't see any "小熊" at the box... Only crocodile lor...

Last Sunday went to Karin's hse.
Its was fun. Her hse got so many toys!! Can open a day care centre liao. Hahaha...!!
So long never meet up, good to see them again!!
Oh, never took any pics. Lazy too... zzzZZZ...

HORROR FIND IN EAST COAST PARK - Dog left to die in a plastic bag

2009-06-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

By Teh Jen Lee
June 11, 2009

IT WAS left to die in the most cold-hearted way.

SAVED, JUST IN TIME: Pom Pom the pomeranian was found tied up in a plastic bag near a rubbish bin in East Coast Park. Ms Esther Wong and Miss Rayne Gan have since looked after it and are hoping to find someone to adopt Pom Pom. PICTURE: RAYNE GAN

A female pomeranian dog, about seven years old, was found in a tied-up plastic bag near a rubbish bin at East Coast Park last Friday night.

It had a nerve injury and was not able to stand on its own.

Fortunately, it was found by a group of about 10 friends who had planned to go fishing near Bedok Jetty.

Miss Rayne Gan, 26, a marketing executive, told The New Paper how they found the dog at about 11pm that night.

'One of my friends took along his dog, a Husky. It started straining towards the rubbish bin, towards a red plastic bag in particular.

'It's usually alert to the presence of other animals, so we thought there could be a dead dog in the bag, which was loosely tied up,' she said.

Out of curiosity, they opened the bag and found a motionless dog inside.

Miss Gan said: 'We thought it was dead at first. It was lying on its side, not making any sound. It was covered with pee and poo.

'When we looked closer, we realised it was alive. The poor thing was very weak and shivering from the cold.'

Her first thought: 'How could someone be so heartless to dump a dog like it was rubbish? Throwing it away, not bothering whether it survives or slowly dies of pain.

'The owner should respect a dog's life. Dogs have feelings too. A pet is for life and it should be treated like a family member.'

Miss Gan's friend wanted to send the dog to the Society of Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (SPCA) but she decided instead to call her friend, an experienced dog rescuer.

Her friend, nursing student Esther Wong, 22, has helped about 10 animals in the past four years.

She agreed to put up the dog for a few days so MissGan drove to Ms Wong's home in Woodlands with the injured animal.

Ms Wong, who has three dogs and a blind cat, said the dog had a good appetite. It gobbled up two trays of dog food.

Miss Gan, who has two mongrel dogs as pets, said: 'It was malnourished, like it had not eaten for days. I could feel its ribs.'

That night, the dog, which has been named Pom Pom, would howl loudly whenever it was alone.

Ms Wong said: 'My husband and I stayed up until about 4am, petting her head until she finally went to sleep.'

The next day, Pom Pom was taken to the vet and was prescribed vitamin B complex for its nerve injury.

Miss Gan said: 'The vet can't determine how the nerve injury came about. It could be an accident, abuse or an illness.'

If Pom Pom does not recover movement in two weeks, it means that its may be permanent. Ms Wong said she may go to another vet for a second opinion.

Meanwhile, she tries to help Pom Pom by stretching its limbs and exercising its muscles a few times a day, as instructed by the vet.

Pom Pom was also taken to a groomer, who cut off its fur as it was matted with dirt.

Although Miss Gan and Ms Wong have grown fond of Pom Pom, they can't keep it because of their existing pets.

Pom Pom's up for adoption

They have made postings about Pom Pom on forums, hoping that a prospective long-term owner will step forward.

So far, there have been donations of pee pads to line Pom Pom's basket and lactose-free milk suitable for dogs.

They are also hoping for witnesses who may have seen the culprit abandoning the plastic bag at East Coast Park.

Miss Gan said: 'My friend who had been there earlier that night said two joggers had passed by and mentioned that they saw someone dump the bag, but he's not sure at what time.'

The case has been reported to the SPCA.

SPCA executive officer Deirdre Moss said: 'It's blatant abandonment, which is against the law. The people responsible should be prosecuted.

'There's no excuse for that. If no one had seen the dog, it could have been carried away in a rubbish truck.'

Under the Animals and Birds Act, anyone convicted of abandoning an animal can be fined up to $10,000 and jailed for up to a year.

Source: http://tnp.sg/news/story/0,4136,204653,00.html?

Pets~

2009-06-18T18:31:00.006+08:00

Can U find it?
Where is Princess..!?

Belle's pet birds.
She called them MOMO and JOJO.

2009-06-17T15:53:00.004+08:00

Took Princess to vet today.
She said still need to wait another 2 weeks then can scan whether she is really preggy or not.
She said at least must wait for 45 days from the day they mated.
She feel her tummy and said her cervix had thicken but cant feel any fetus yet.
I asked her whether it is dangerous for her to get preggy cos she so small size and still young. She replied that she had seen much smaller size dog than Princess and people used them for breeding. She said its safe for her to have cesarean and young is not a problem, as like human, young more better as health are more better.

So her next appointment will be at 30th June.
Will be scanning whether got BBs or not... :)

Don't mind my face. No makeup.
Just rebond my hair. Yeah!!!

Princess... Preggy or not.?

2009-06-16T10:38:00.003+08:00

This is specially written for "JustPastBy"!!

Actually I was hoping she is 'not' preggy at all.
She just came her first menses and she is still not emotionally mature to be a mother. I was planning to wait till she had menses twice if I ever going to breed her.

There are signs that seems like she is preggy but is not confirm by vet.
Me and my friend, Benny was planning to bring her down to vet tml for checkup to confirm.

She is too young to get preggy. It might cost her her life's if not taken extra care on her...

Pregnant Chihuahuas
right age for chihuahua to pregnant

I'm a Idiot...

2009-06-12T11:02:00.005+08:00

Please tell me I'm a idiot.

Yesterday morning at ard 11am, Belle and I, with my friend took cab to SPCA and guess what?
They are closed on Thursday!!!

I'm really are stupid!
I have been to their website for so many times and even checked their opening hrs, the bus journey, I got saw the 'thurs - closed' written on it, but I totally forgotten about it...

We are really very damn disappointed...
Imagine, ALL the way from west to east and ended up we cant go in!!

So what to do?

I told Belle we will go again next Monday.
But this time, I will make sure I will be able to go inside!! And of cos we are going down by MRT. I can't stand sitting in cab for so long. Belle and I can get car sick easily...

My friend suggest we go to Lim Chu Kang.
So we home and took bicycle there.
So we went to Farmart. There are nothing much there. 2 pets shops had closed down.

All we see are nothing interesting.
So we went to Fish city instead.

Just saw a few interesting thing..
We also went to see the guppies. So pretty all of them. But very ex cos all are "purebreed" de.

The weather was so hot I felt I'm melting under the sun when on the way there in bicycle.
Although was disappointed that I couldn't go in SPCA, but we had a fun day also...

A little shopping~

2009-06-09T16:33:00.004+08:00

Today brought Belle to West Mall.
We need to return the overdue library books we borrowed few weeks ago. I was fine $4.80 and worse, I forgotten to bring 2 other books. Haiz...
Then Belle borrowed another 6 books, 3 english and 3 chinese storybooks. I borrowed a book about dog care.
Then I went to PLC and bought snacks and collars for my chis.

They loves the new snacks.
Finished very fast after I gave them.
The collars are actually cat's collar. They are too small size, hard to buy collar suitable for them.

Actually wanted to go SPCA today, but the library books are overdue too long so I decided to return the books first.
Maybe will go tomorrow if nothing goes wrong.

Diaries~

2009-06-08T16:31:00.003+08:00

Last night while looking thru my stuffs for some mangas, I saw my diary which I keep recording of my "little" secrets since 1993, which I was only 11 years old and till 2000.
I got the urge and so I flipped thru.
I was really very funny when I was young. Not to mention naive.
Imagine, 11 yrs old and already know to like some guy. Some many gammar mistakes... just like a little school girl handwriting.
Then I flipped further on and it brought back some memories which I had long forgotten.
Those puppy loves, friendships, schooling times...
Which I'm glad I had a habit to write diary.
I told myself when the time I have die, I wanted all my diaries to be bury with me.
Since I'm dead, might as well bring those memories with me...

I was hoping Belle have this same habits as me.
It's good for her. Can improve her english and let her have some sweet and bitter memories to remember when she grow old.

I still keep diary now.
But as often as I used to before I got my kiddos.
Now I'm trying to get this habits back on line. So that I can read thru when I was 40 or 50. Hahaha...

I know I'm blogging now but keeping diaries are so much different from blogging.
You will forget the website you blog, the website might closed down but books will never disappear unless you throw away or misplace it...
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Just now Karin sms me and told me one of our friend's son had admitted hospital.
Still not sure what's wrong, but very terrible cause her son are only few mths old.
She must feel very worried and sad.
I tried before.
Jayden was admitted in hospital when he was only few mths old because of fever.
He got urinal infection.
Aiyo, break my heart when all those tubes and needle are all over him...
His useless-like-shit father never even came once to see him.
He was busy living with his "gf" at Signature Park, a condo he rented to live with her.
I remember after my two elders went to bed, I will walk to KKH to stay with him till morning, then walk back home.
Lucky it's nothing serious...
Now he is a healthy but very small size baby. Hahaha, always my littel baby...
The one who was actually never meant to have but still came to this world.

A chihuahua smaller than Princess~

2009-06-06T13:31:00.005+08:00

See the small toy chihuahua?
Belong to Belle. Look so much like Princess. I even made it a pink poka dot shirt. Hahaha....

Clubpet magazine is holding a carnival at Kranji.
I would love to go but too bad its on weekend...
So many kids how to bring dogs??

Clubpets Carnival @ D'Kranji

Anyone interested in should go down and have fun!!

Yesterday, I spend whole day to do a profile of myself. I'm boring that's why.
My Complete Profile
Don't know is it complete or not, cause I really don't know what else I can write down...

Edison Chen News... Again?

2009-06-04T13:58:00.005+08:00

Today on the Newspaper, all about Edison Chen, again. Sex photos of them are so long ago why till now still on the news? I was like kinda of bore of it.

Remember when it first started, I was curious of those photos myself too. So my friend's friend found a link in the internet where about 100+ of 4 or 5 girls' photos are shown. I went to have a look of cos.Most of the photos I saw belong to Cecilia and Gilian.

People keep blaming Edison of those photos leaking and accusing him of being so pervent to take such photos. But hey, who doesn't play around when they are young? I myself also will play with my camera phone and took weird pics. But I always delete after that. I never think it's all his fault. I kinda of think he is the real victim of this matter. Those photos won't even appeared 'if' those girls rejected in taking those photos. Beside, they 'seem' having fun in those photos.

So get over it.
It's a way past outdated stuffs.

Anyway, I still think the technician who spread out the photos should not just sentenced 8 1/2 mths in jail. He deserve more than that.
Edison should had learn a lesson in this matter and grow mature more. Although it's not all his fault, I'm sure he had suffered alot in this scandal.

Edison Chen breaks silence on sex scandal - 03 June 2009

Cecilia Cheung accepts Edison Chen's apology in sex scandal- 03 June 2009
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Yesterday Rebecca told me of the promotion in Jean Yip. $118 for rebonding all hair length. I ask her got free haircut? She said no. Need to add on another $30. Hmm, like that going to normal salon are much cheaper.

I ask 2 salon outside my house.
One offer $120 using America product, $140 Korea product and $180 Japan product. She claim the Japan are more expensive cos it's Shishedo. (Think spelling is like that Pardon me if I spelled wrongly.) Then I askes another one which is just opened recently. Promotion, $88 with free haircut and $118 with free haircut and treatment. I asked him which product they using. He said Korea.

Well, it's more cheaper and I don't need to go all the way down to West Mall Jean Yip to do.

But I haven't really decide whether to do or not. I just wanted to cut my fringe short. I'm so not used to long fringe anymore. I seems to look ugly with it. Hahaha...

I planned to go SPCA today.
But I slept till 12pm + then woke up. Too late. I went to bed very late this 2 days. Around 1am +. So I couldn't wake up today.

So...
when then can I get my hair done?
When then I can go to SPCA?

2009-06-02T17:18:00.003+08:00

Am I really that bore?
Always change my blogskin...
Am I that bore? Or just enjoy to change blogskin?
I have done Karin de.
I think I'm really bore.

Promise Belle will bring her to visit SPCA one of these school holiday.
I was curious also cause I have never being to there.
But these 2 days she was down with fever.
This yr I never bought anything for her exams.
She didn't improve much at all.
If she improve to at least band 2 for ALL subjects, I will buy anything she wanted.

Now down with fever and me, always stomaches.
Don't know what wrong with me.
Feel like going out and yet too tired to go out.
Or should I say lazy?

Life's really a bore.
So bore.

Yesterday Garren hurted his lips.
Garren hit on Jayden head with his lips.
Cause the lips to crack and bleed.
Cried like hell. But stop bleeding after a moment.
Garren like to cry out loud even if it's just a small things.

Last night drink cough medicine before going to bed but ended up couldn't sleep at all.
I think I'm not suitable to eat cough medicine.
Always made me feel terrible and uneasy.

Princess had come her first menses.
Mocha are really a "ti go pek". So young already know to "hump".
I cane him. Cause can't let him used to it.
In front of me he don't dare.
He is very afraid of me.
Think grow up liao, always anyhow pee.
I scolded him and he will go back his cage, don't dare to come out.

Everyone sick~

2009-06-01T14:18:00.003+08:00

Today Belle went to see doctor.
She is sick.
Fever and cough and headaches and stomaches.
She had a sensitive stomach.
Always pain when she started to not feel well.
Brought her to see doctor.
Now she finally fall asleep.
She always say she can't sleep in the afternoon.
But once eat the medicine sure feel sleepy de.

I'm learning to ride bicycle again.
I know how to ride. Just feel scared when there are alot of people.
Yesterday they went for a ride again.
Imagine Belle not feeling well still want to ride bicycle.

This is taken when I went for the Meet-Parent-Session.
Both are made by Belle de.
Wanted to take more but I was too sick that day...

Now also not feeling well.
Keep stomaches...

Belle's Result for her mid-exam ~

2009-05-29T16:24:00.002+08:00

Belle's result...

English - 66.5 / 100
Chinese - 86 / 100
Maths - 69 /100

I met the teacher last Wed.
Only the form teacher.
I was down with flu and fever and cough.
Too sick to stay on and wait to see her chinese teacher.
Reach 1pm+ and waited for her teacher until 3pm.
Teacher said she had improved and she is very helpful in class.
She actually did very well and passed for her written expression.
She said she had good leadership and follow instructions clearly.
Really didn't expect such good comments from teacher.
Of cos got bad comment too.
She is too bossy and tend to raise her voice when her classmates never listen.

I expected more better result for her Maths and english.
She can do better de.
Just she was too lazy to check her work again PROPERLY.
Just like as before,
alots of silly mistakes.
Lost a few marks just because she didn't check throughly.

Tomorrow gathering are cancelled.
Ah Lian's kids are not feeling well.
Postpone to next... month?

This few days was so sick.
Fever, cough and flu.
Feel like dying...
Lucky now are feeling better...

Karin said she oso want to cut short hair and rebond.
Me too!!
I told her let me know when she really going to do.
So we can do together.
Hahaha...

Obsessed to Made Belle keep studying!!

2009-05-25T18:15:00.003+08:00

I'm so worried about her work that I keep pressuring her to do assessment books.
Why?
Cos she really doesn't keep to what I expect.
I know too much pressure can cause side effects.
The day she went into Primary school I never really pressure her.
When she at home I didn't give her any assessment AT ALL.
I think since she got tuition at studentcare and every Mon and Fri nights and every sats morning, then let her relax at home.
But she really suck in her English and Maths.
Haiz...

I keep finding worksheets online and even type my own out...
All I hope is she gets a normal result like 70, 80 instead of 50, 60...
Which parents are not kiasu?
Next year will be Pri 3, work will be harder and harder...
Want her to prepare herself for it.
But all kids are the same.
Always want to play play play.
I'm so headaches already.
Really hope they can understand me and try to do the best for me.